locus_ofcontro | Getting it together

I have a cat trying to crawl up under my housecoat... She's all about being close to me lately....

I'm getting it together. Yesterday, the morning was spent being treated somewhat like cattle, efficiently processed through a systematic medical system to deal with an internal crisis. The afternoon was spent trying to get the medications out of my system, alternating between chills and hot flashes and being pampered by

zagatto.

A late night movie, a relatively restful sleep (considering the previous 2 weeks lack thereof), 2 scheduled sick days for recovery time to indulge in, and looking forward to a 10-day vacation away with my little family visiting friends and family throughout the US, means that ....

I'm feeling better. I'm feeling like I'm getting it together and can start to function again, rather be trapped in the loop of paralysis that I've been trapped in the past 2 weeks.... It doesn't mean I won't slide, but for now, I'm looking out the window and seeing light at the end of the tunnel rather than an overwhelming sense of "NOW WHAT".

I'm giving myself permission to have bad days... but for now, the ducks are back in a row where they belong. And that is a good thing.