Still Sick

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So, I still have this terrible cold. It's been a week. I may have to bite the bullet and go to the clinic. It's the pressure in my head that makes me think I'm looking at a sinus infection. zagatto is getting Katina put to bed.  He's had about an hour of sleep, and I'm sorry I missed the parties last night.  It sounds like a good time was had by all.  But I didn't think sharing my germs would be in good taste.  I'll try to make it out to the BD Chili Cook-Off and see people then.  Special thanks to hollygoth for the christmas card and the gift inside.  It really made me smile.

I'm learning lots lately about self-care, responsibility, being an adult, a parent, and ADD/Addictions.  It's nice to have someone in the house with issues who recognises and is working on them.  And who I can talk to about my own stuff, in a forthright honest manner.  It's great having R around as much as he is, and it keeps me on an even keel.  To the point, I can acknowledge that maybe there's a genetic component to some of our issues as a couple.  He really can't help not being able to keep track of some things cause his brain is always busy with so many things.  There, that's the empathy.  I can acknowledge that maybe it's not his fault.  The non-empathy, is grow the fuck up and make the damn phone call. And that's enough of that.

Grateful List: for friends and family who care, for a child who is loving and cuddly, for a husband who's a good father too, for the roof over our heads, for the food in the refridgerator, for the music I can hear and the beauty I can see.