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Just waking up from an evening out with the girls.  We usually go to the Whitehouse, here in Peterborough, when I'm in town, but last night was a special treat!  We went to the Corral in Oshawa.  It was wonderful to be surrounded by the country music and watch a bit of two-stepping going on.  That being said, it's still a bar, which got crowded and filled with stupid drunk people.  I was home by 1am.

What did the evening bring to mind?  How much I miss having someone to 2-step with!  How much I like having country music in the background... How much I want to talk to the older people and not the young pups...Then the older peope get overwhelmed and don't know how ot handle my flirting!  And by older,  mean maybe between 45 and 50!!

I look around my girlfriends place and think about "house pride" and recognize that I have some right now.  I havea  list of things that need to be done.  Some of it I can do, some I will eventually have to hire out.  But it's important to me.  I also appreciate having the cleaner space and recognize that it's worth the effort to me to keep it that way.

Kink is on my mind a lot lately.  There's been none in my life for quite some time and I'm feeling the lack.  I may have an option for addressing that, since BENT is out of the question right now due to other plans and the closing of the venue.  I've been talking with a few people who might be able to assist with meeting that need and am trying to work out some scheduling and boundaries.

Time with the girls is also good for time in my head.  It lets me see different kinds of ways to live my life.  All of us have our issues and vulnerabilities....yet we can freely challenge each other about them and take it in stride.  We see the mistakes each other make, and talk about it...but allow that person to make the mistake regardless.

 

mmmm...I'm feeling restless and have gotten disctracted with chatting...time to table the rest of this for later.