locus_ofcontro | Distracted & freaked out

Ok.. I'll admit.. .I am so freaked out by not knowing where Houdini is that I'm thoroughly distracted... I have a buttload of stuff to do this week before going to War and can't get focused. I keep looking at how laid back Hime is and wondering what's been donw to Houdini. I'm freaked out that she could be dead somewhere in the house and I CAN"T FIND HER. I can't imagine her getting out past me on Saturday morning but have to entertain the IDEA that it's possible. When she's gotten out before she has ALWAYS stayed close to the house and come when called...
I dont even know where to start with my other stuff because every noise sends me running towards it in hopes of spotting her... Grrr..rrr