*pout*

[locus_ofcontro]

I know it's irrational, but I'm feeling abandoned...

BFHS hasn't proactively contacted me in a while. He sounds happy to hear from me when I call...but hasn't called me lately. I hate feeling like I'm bugging him even though I trust that he'd TELL ME if things were shifting in his world. I was proud that he "asked a girl for a date" the other night. That's a big step for him.

curgoth is starting a new relationship as well, and that's got me a bit nervous despite knowing it's not likely to impact our interactions at all.

I haven't heard much from macman47 lately....I'm sure that will change.

knotty_mark and I talk when we can.

As for k_calypso, I'm sure I'll hit her radar again sometime after her birthday.!!!

I have lots of friends available to hang out with...Mostly tonight, I'm feeling a need to snuggle in, watch a movie...and be petted... I don't feel 100% so being held and taken care of...is just a need right now.

However, there's dancer's in from out of town. K & I will head out to their crash space to hang and listen to live music and watch lovely people move their bodies (I may even shake my booty a bit myself) and be sociable. Perhaps a nap is in order first!!!

Comments

[kestrasfishtank.livejournal.com]

hey kid,
have fun dancing and stuff tonight.
I'm sorry i got called into work.
I'll have to give you a nice hug the next time we see each other.
miss ya.
kes

[locus-ofcontrol.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Look forward to seeing you too...

Are you coming the the "triple Bday party?"

[neeuqdrazil.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[flyinglemurs.livejournal.com]

I think I must be clueless. What does BFHS stand for?

[locus-ofcontrol.livejournal.com]

*Boy From High School*

I'm "seeing" someone right now that I dated back then.

[k-calypso.livejournal.com]

I have mon and tues nights free this week... Let me know if either work for you.

<3

[locus-ofcontrol.livejournal.com]

Tuesday..come see candles??

Hosting a Partylite party...bring Ester & Grace?

[k-calypso.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the invite, but G&E can't make it, and I'm not really interested in Partylite stuffs... can we re-schedule?

I miss you. <3

[locus-ofcontrol.livejournal.com]

s'all good...

we cancelled it.

What nights are good for you?

[k-calypso.livejournal.com]

Well, see, that's where things get complicated.

Tomorrow eve, I'm meeting some peeps at 1842 in the eve after picking up the_nita's sewing machine and sewing with it. Thurs is SCA meeting night, and I'm obliged to go. Friday eve we're heading to Kingston to the hotel. Sat am early we're off to Coronation, and crashing at the hotel again Saturday eve. Sunday we drive home.

Next week I don't have plans till Friday evening, then Sat will be spent in prep for the party Saturday night.

Earlier in the week is much more flexible. I work 9-4:30 M_F.