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locus_ofcontro) wrote2007-09-15 05:15 pm
locus_ofcontro) wrote2007-09-15 05:15 pm
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*pout*
I know it's irrational, but I'm feeling abandoned...
BFHS hasn't proactively contacted me in a while. He sounds happy to hear from me when I call...but hasn't called me lately. I hate feeling like I'm bugging him even though I trust that he'd TELL ME if things were shifting in his world. I was proud that he "asked a girl for a date" the other night. That's a big step for him.
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curgoth is starting a new relationship as well, and that's got me a bit nervous despite knowing it's not likely to impact our interactions at all.
I haven't heard much frommacman47 lately....I'm sure that will change.
knotty_mark and I talk when we can.
As fork_calypso, I'm sure I'll hit her radar again sometime after her birthday.!!!
I have lots of friends available to hang out with...Mostly tonight, I'm feeling a need to snuggle in, watch a movie...and be petted... I don't feel 100% so being held and taken care of...is just a need right now.
However, there's dancer's in from out of town. K & I will head out to their crash space to hang and listen to live music and watch lovely people move their bodies (I may even shake my booty a bit myself) and be sociable. Perhaps a nap is in order first!!!
BFHS hasn't proactively contacted me in a while. He sounds happy to hear from me when I call...but hasn't called me lately. I hate feeling like I'm bugging him even though I trust that he'd TELL ME if things were shifting in his world. I was proud that he "asked a girl for a date" the other night. That's a big step for him.
curgoth is starting a new relationship as well, and that's got me a bit nervous despite knowing it's not likely to impact our interactions at all.I haven't heard much from
macman47 lately....I'm sure that will change.knotty_mark and I talk when we can.As for
k_calypso, I'm sure I'll hit her radar again sometime after her birthday.!!!I have lots of friends available to hang out with...Mostly tonight, I'm feeling a need to snuggle in, watch a movie...and be petted... I don't feel 100% so being held and taken care of...is just a need right now.
However, there's dancer's in from out of town. K & I will head out to their crash space to hang and listen to live music and watch lovely people move their bodies (I may even shake my booty a bit myself) and be sociable. Perhaps a nap is in order first!!!
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I miss you. <3
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we cancelled it.
What nights are good for you?
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Tomorrow eve, I'm meeting some peeps at 1842 in the eve after picking up
Next week I don't have plans till Friday evening, then Sat will be spent in prep for the party Saturday night.
Earlier in the week is much more flexible. I work 9-4:30 M_F.