Abstract -ions

I haven't gone out to a bar in ages... Could have something to do with having a toddler...could have something to do with hating smokey bars filled with inconsiderate noisy drunkards... But I have to admit, I've missed just losing myself in the music... I have a blast at Club Abstract with only one heartwrenchingly painful moment...

The right song, the right smell took me back to being 14 again.  There's people from then that I think about.  People who disappeared from my world - abruptly, rudely.  People whom I often wonder about where they are and how they grew up to be.  The right moment in the music, the flash of the lights - and you see them again.  And you are you again.  14 - to young to be so old yet now, almost too old to be so young.

I guess I have grown up though.  I've come home - ALONE - and actually look forward to settling in beside my husband and enjoying what little sleep I'm likely to get before the youngest heart of me calls out sometime around 7am.