and then again

So...I hate it when I've got an update typed in then do something
stupic and I have to start over... Oh for the solidity and permanance
of pen and paper!!

Seriously I had already typed something about spending time with a
friend from years past who I didn't know all that well back then. 
He's changed alot and we're really coming from the same place right
now.  It's been nice having someone to share and talk about the
journey with.  Weird, but nice.



In other news.... I start with the job finding club tomorrow. 
They're going to look over my shoulder from 9-3 daily to make sure I am
applying for the jobs I should be applying for.  They help build
the resumes, the cover letter and bug you about follow up and
networking!

I need that.  I'm so motivated by other people... I've been trying
this job hunt in isolation and it's got me really down!  I'm
really challenging my worth and capabilities.  I haven't followed
up on the dance stuff I should be.  It seriously sucks to lose
your self-confidence and motivation.  To challenge everything you
think you know and come up short...  BAH... I know better then
that, but it' doesn't change the feelings.



On the deeper level, man, watched 9/11 the other night... WTF... I'm
sorry but I'm amazed that man is alive.  Bush doesn't deserve to
live.  I can't believe him.. I can't believe no one has simply
fixed that problem.  MAN... Get the hell out of Iraq, they don't
want you there.  Get out... i know that's a political statement...
deal with it.