Computers and more...

Let's see...I got mosaic colours instead of the blue screen of death last night...Something tells me that is NOT progress.  I've requested the factory recovery discs from Gateway.  We'll see what happens.  I'm no longer stressed about this.  It's been formatted...what wasn't on the external drive...well, is gone.  Most of my anxiety now, comes from not having my banking and budgetting at easy click.

Work - well, supervision today was good, and bad... I can see the changes I need to make to manage more effectively, and I"ve TOLD my boss he needs to help.  We're working out a plan.  I have to find a way to prioritize the concrete "contracts" that I have with my clients and stop spinning my wheels. 

I'm still making the effort to look good.  Hair & Makeup daily, and the nicer clothes (colleague T, took me shopping, it was good.)  I had to buy snow boots today because mine were leaking, and picked up 2 pair, and a pair of HOT RED HEELS.  Watch for those at an (capital E) event near you!!!!

Food and weight issues, still sucking.  A colleague suggested slimfast shakes in the am, because I've gotten to skipping breakfast lately.  I"ll give that some thought.  Have used them in the past (WAY BACK) and they may be a good kickstart.  I need to remember to take the Omega's daily though... I really really notice it when I miss a few days in a row.

Got rid of another lover(tm) today.  There seems to be a theme that is going with this new year.  My life is complex enough, I don't need other peoples complications to go with it.

Spent GOOD lunch time with a colleague and (new) friend.  Helpful chat.  Good to feel real.

Sleep - sucks ass.  I suspect my body has grown used to the Imovain and it's now no longer effective.  I need a solution to this.  I miss the face mask if I try to sleep without it.

Stretching - is happening more.  I find with the shovelling, I have to stretch.  Or I can't walk well the next day.  This strikes me as very bad...that...and well...I am enjoying the feeling of taking a few minutes to open the chakras.

Spending what feels ilke "good" time with K.  She's developing into a very very strong person in her own right.  Even so, the moments when she loses it, it's still like a glimpse into my own brain!

Home Maintenance - well, one day at a time.  And at this point, in 15 min increments.

Taking time to read in the evening.  Just finished Neil Gaiman's "Frost Giants"  I can't wait to read it with K.

My favourite Aunt & Uncle are separating.  This is very very sad news.  I know they've been struggling but at least now I can say I've seen a relationship where the couple are willing to WORK on it, in my own family.

Look - an update.  Hope you liked it.