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locus_ofcontroSo I was planning on AJS last night but it was a miserable day, so I watched Dexter and crashed.
Today I woke feeling...'rested'. Got the Neon into my name, hung out with friends, collected...stuff.
A nap was had.
Now I'm looking at going to AJS. I'd forgotten how used to doing things with people I've become. I'm actually fishing to get someone to go with me... What's that about? I've never had a hard time going out on my own. Yet I'm finding myself nervous.
Part of that could be because I had plans to spend time with lovers this weekend, and it's not happening. I'm feeling lonely, I admit it. But the nervous...that's just odd.
Weird.
Today I woke feeling...'rested'. Got the Neon into my name, hung out with friends, collected...stuff.
A nap was had.
Now I'm looking at going to AJS. I'd forgotten how used to doing things with people I've become. I'm actually fishing to get someone to go with me... What's that about? I've never had a hard time going out on my own. Yet I'm finding myself nervous.
Part of that could be because I had plans to spend time with lovers this weekend, and it's not happening. I'm feeling lonely, I admit it. But the nervous...that's just odd.
Weird.
