Do I worry?

Yes, Yes, I do worry.  I'd rather a phone call at 3 am then no hubby home by 9:45 AM.  I hate that.  So now I'm waitint til 10am so I can start calling around to see where he ended up?  I presume he's either crashed at Holly's or he fell asleep at one of the parties and they took pity on him and left him there.  Still, I'd rather have the phone call, or an email.

Still Sick

So, I still have this terrible cold. It's been a week. I may have to bite the bullet and go to the clinic. It's the pressure in my head that makes me think I'm looking at a sinus infection. zagatto is getting Katina put to bed.  He's had about an hour of sleep, and I'm sorry I missed the parties last night.  It sounds like a good time was had by all.  But I didn't think sharing my germs would be in good taste.  I'll try to make it out to the BD Chili Cook-Off and see people then.  Special thanks to hollygoth for the christmas card and the gift inside.  It really made me smile.

I'm learning lots lately about self-care, responsibility, being an adult, a parent, and ADD/Addictions.  It's nice to have someone in the house with issues who recognises and is working on them.  And who I can talk to about my own stuff, in a forthright honest manner.  It's great having R around as much as he is, and it keeps me on an even keel.  To the point, I can acknowledge that maybe there's a genetic component to some of our issues as a couple.  He really can't help not being able to keep track of some things cause his brain is always busy with so many things.  There, that's the empathy.  I can acknowledge that maybe it's not his fault.  The non-empathy, is grow the fuck up and make the damn phone call. And that's enough of that.

Grateful List: for friends and family who care, for a child who is loving and cuddly, for a husband who's a good father too, for the roof over our heads, for the food in the refridgerator, for the music I can hear and the beauty I can see.