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I have not posted here in ages I think. I spend lots of time being tired. I think it has a lot to do with how much my brain is turned on. I am thinking ALL THE TIME. For me, for others.... I keep trying to process my own crap in the background, but I just don't have the resources left.

I need to make finding a family doctor a priority. It's been a long time since I had a proper chic check up. Not to mention bloodwork. [Bad username or site: zagatto's @ livejournal.com] benefits start this month and mine start in November. I am overdue for a medical overhaul. I want to see if my lack of libido has any kind of physical root that I am unaware of. I know how irritating my disinterest can be and is. Any interest I have feels so forced any more.

One of the things I value most in my relationship is our willingness to communicate and discover things all the time about our lovely dysfunctional patterns. For example, we both admit to getting energy and enjoyment from time with friends, yet somehow scheduling time with friends never seems to be a priority. True, part of that challenge is the definition of "friends" and the many that we have that play lip service to the word without being able to make a time committment to serve the intent. That gets frustrating. And we both acknowledge our own lacks in this department. I don't typically use the phone, and now that I am so severely limitting my computer time, I am totally losing touch with some people. That sucks. And I need to take some action to resolve it.

Today was an impromptu day home. Child was quite ill, it seems to have passed. Friday sounds like a forced day off. I have too many hours of over time (1/2 hr here and there has added up pretty quickly) and our staffing level is getting back to normal so I can take back some of the extra. I am learning SO much at work. My brain is tired. My back needs some work too....

If anyone has a flogger that needs some shoulders.......do let me know.

understand...

Date: 2005-08-09 08:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladyfaire.livejournal.com
Haven't posted much lately myself. Sorry i keep missing you. Just trying to adjust to the changes in my life. Wish i knew you were home today. Thinking about and still would like that chat sometime. Take care of YOU!!!

Re: understand...

Date: 2005-08-10 05:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] locus-ofcontrol.livejournal.com
I am actually taking care of mee.....

sounds like the boys may do biking on Sat am... I could bring Katina over and hang with you for a bit.
I have to be in TO by 1pm though.... How's a quick visit while the boys bike their brains out sound?

Re: understand...

Date: 2005-08-10 06:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladyfaire.livejournal.com
sounds good to me babe.

Date: 2005-08-10 07:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hollygoth.livejournal.com
ENJOY your day off on friday!!!
if you've got spare change we could do breakfast, i have to get my nails done downtown and its reonable if you'd like to come with me to that after breakfast. Then i have to pack for pennsic. :p
did you get an answer from the husband regarding the couch?

Date: 2005-08-10 05:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] locus-ofcontrol.livejournal.com
Actually... I bumped the day off... I'm taking next Friday instead...
The in-laws will be up that weekend and I want my house SPIC...

It's a no go on the couch.... we don't really have room anyhow...

Date: 2005-08-10 09:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alexisyael.livejournal.com
(((((((((((((((((((reb))))))))))))))))))))))

Date: 2005-08-10 05:04 pm (UTC)

Date: 2005-08-10 10:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sylencespeaks.livejournal.com
Hey babe,

I know what you mean when it comes to the phone thing... I'm thinking of you, tons... and keep trying to find time for a visit (other then your mom's) but hey, isn't life great? I just got home and am still in shock at the $1.00/litre gas.... limits our travel a bit as we want to head to Ottawa for Labour Day.....

Question... (cause I can't be bothered to open Outlook.... if Jay gets transfered to Mississauga... do you have temporary room for another body? He doesn't want to drive back and forth every day!! hehehehe... He can stay in Kitchener... but I think his mom will drive him nuts!!!!!!! It is just aquery right now... He doesn't really think they will move him... but better to be prepared then not.

Later.... trying to find a manual for my breadmaker!! hehehe

Date: 2005-08-10 05:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] locus-ofcontrol.livejournal.com
We could probably work something out.

The room in the basement is available.... at least for now...
All ya gotta do is ask....

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