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State of the Sharifah
Dec. 4th, 2007 12:56 pmIt's NOT starting out to be a good week, and the upcoming weekend just took a downturn....sort of.
I was so nice and relaxed after BENT ....then the drive home happened... Absolutely any brain space I had gained got shattered by the images that flashed before my eyes as the car slid sideways towards the concrete wall. . Yup..that was a closer call than I'm prepared to deal with.
Factor in...
-A 13 year old cat with a diagnosis of diabetes who I'm considering I'll have to put down
-Watching calendars do what I suspected they would, without geting acknowledgement of same... (some days being right sux)
-calling the BFHS and while being glad, he's got a date, being....concerned that I interupted...and him not getting it!
-Not getting the right furnace filter THREE times now
-a broken trunk latch on my car
-needing to replace the flush mechanism in one of the toilets cause it's running constantly
-having a 5 year old that tells me she doesn't listen to me because "you change your mind too much."
-having crap at work that I should have dealt with last week, rearing it's head this week (big surprise)
-finally realizing that yesterday's weather was a lot like what it was when we buried Sarnac (thanks emortimer for that...I'd not made the connection)
-having a housemate stand by while I give the 5yr old trouble for something that he should have spoken up about
-still taking penicillan for the throat (and forgetting to take it regularly as prescribed)
-coping with re-bound headaches now that I'm not surviving on Tylenol & Advil to get through my day
-Finding my room is UNCOMFORTABLE cause I'm spending what energy I have helping maintain the main living areas, and can't open the drawers in my room...
-having ZERO true alone time on my radar
-having my drug induced sleep interupted by the magically appearing 5 year old in the bed!
-having people on my FList with issues with me, who aren't bringing them to me directly
oh...and my date for my work XMas party...just had to cancel....
overall...makes for a very cranky sharifah
*this week, it can be done now right???*
I was so nice and relaxed after BENT ....then the drive home happened... Absolutely any brain space I had gained got shattered by the images that flashed before my eyes as the car slid sideways towards the concrete wall. . Yup..that was a closer call than I'm prepared to deal with.
Factor in...
-A 13 year old cat with a diagnosis of diabetes who I'm considering I'll have to put down
-Watching calendars do what I suspected they would, without geting acknowledgement of same... (some days being right sux)
-calling the BFHS and while being glad, he's got a date, being....concerned that I interupted...and him not getting it!
-Not getting the right furnace filter THREE times now
-a broken trunk latch on my car
-needing to replace the flush mechanism in one of the toilets cause it's running constantly
-having a 5 year old that tells me she doesn't listen to me because "you change your mind too much."
-having crap at work that I should have dealt with last week, rearing it's head this week (big surprise)
-finally realizing that yesterday's weather was a lot like what it was when we buried Sarnac (thanks emortimer for that...I'd not made the connection)
-having a housemate stand by while I give the 5yr old trouble for something that he should have spoken up about
-still taking penicillan for the throat (and forgetting to take it regularly as prescribed)
-coping with re-bound headaches now that I'm not surviving on Tylenol & Advil to get through my day
-Finding my room is UNCOMFORTABLE cause I'm spending what energy I have helping maintain the main living areas, and can't open the drawers in my room...
-having ZERO true alone time on my radar
-having my drug induced sleep interupted by the magically appearing 5 year old in the bed!
-having people on my FList with issues with me, who aren't bringing them to me directly
oh...and my date for my work XMas party...just had to cancel....
overall...makes for a very cranky sharifah
*this week, it can be done now right???*
