Growing Up

July 7, 2007

Undecided And Uncertain
Virgo Daily Horoscope

You may be undecided about your goals and plans, which could have you feeling confused. In that space of uncertainty, however, you are in the realm of all possibilities. There may be several options before us and we may not know which to choose, for example, which job to pursue. As co-creators with the universe, we know that it is not fully in our hands, so we do our best to fulfill our part of the bargain. We narrow down our choices to the jobs that sound exciting, fulfilling or fun. Then we send out our applications to the remaining possibilities, which places the situation firmly in the hands of the universe. From that point we can visualize and try on possibilities in the theater of our minds, or we can search elsewhere for opportunitites, but we have made steps to narrow down the choices. Today though you may feel unsure, you can hold on to what you know and work your way forward from there.

Embracing uncertainty opens us up to accept what may come our way, whereas fear and resistance may push much of it away. Knowing that anything could happen to change the course of our lives is exciting, and in that space we can focus on the things that make us feel the most alive. This gives the universe some direction to work with in order to bring us our hearts desires. Today by not allowing indecision to be the enemy, you are free to play in the realm of all possibilities.

Some of you may have already read this. It's pretty concise. It doesn't much share where I am at with things between him and I or how I got there but it sums up the end point fairly well.

What's interesting is that as I look forward, I don't see that many great changes in my relationship with zagatto. We've always been better friends than lovers. We'll always be friends. The permanent bond that is Katina is not going to go away and I've been really questioning the lessons I'm teaching her in my life. I went back to Social Work after she was born, because I wasn't happy in the work I was doing. I wanted to teach her to be happy in the work she does. Now I'm leaving a marriage, because I'm not happy in it. I want to show her that marriage doesn't have to be hurt and pain and sacrifice.

As our friends talk to us about how we each got here, they'll find we have travelled different roads to this end point, even though we've travelled it together. We've been together 11 years and it's simply time.

Comments will be screened permanently to respect the emotional state that both Joe and I are in right now.